Hello, readers!

Hello, readers!

I am no longer on the road! But follow along as I complete the remaining posts for our most recent road trip, which spanned October 13th to the 30th. We went to Arizona and saw a lot of really beautiful sights!

Cheers,
Kelly

Wednesday, February 1, 2023

A Tarantula a Day Keeps The Existential Crisis at Bay

 

11-11-2022

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After a dark, peaceful night at the campsite, I was awoken fairly early in the morning by the yelling of many children. Apparently, there was an entire class of schoolkids camping on the upper ridge for a field trip, and apparently, they had woken up very excited. Not that I blame them, I was excited too. And very fortunately, their hollering sounded fairly distant, since the campground owner had cleverly put them on the ridge, high enough up that they couldn’t be too much of a bother. Nevertheless, the din was enough to get me out of my sleeping bag earlier than usual.

I had planned on staying another day here at Rancho Topanga, but abruptly decided to change my plans. Today was going to be my last day in the Big Bend area, and while originally I had planned on exploring the Lajitas area to the southwest, I found myself more interested in going down to the Rio Grande visitor center in the far southeast corner of the park. So I was going to be spending the day fairly far away, and was unlikely to get back before dark – especially considering that I had a hankering for another steak at the Starlight Theater. But I knew that if I got back to Rancho Topanga after dark, I would never ever find my campsite.

So, I booked myself another night at the Buzzard’s Roost – yes, the bougie tipi place – and went ahead and loaded all my gear back into Jane. And then we took off for our last day of exploring Big Bend.

Jane rumbled along sleepily, passing through a still-slumbering Terlingua, back through the now-familiar park entrance, and back past the now-familiar Panther Junction visitor center. But this time, instead of turning off to the scenic drive or the haul up to the Chisos, we just kept right on past, heading southeast. The road that opened up in front of us was absolutely sublime – one of those perfectly black, perfectly smooth strips of asphalt, the kind that arrows through the landscape unerringly towards its destination, swooping gracefully up and down swales in the landscape without a hitch. In the distance, massive cliffs loomed larger and larger, beckoning me onwards.



But for once, I was not so focused on the cool rocks nearby. Instead, my attention was drawn downwards to the road itself – or, rather, what was on the road.

I’ve seen tarantulas every single day that I’ve been out here. I’ve seen them on the road, I’ve seen them on the trails, I’ve seen them in the campgrounds and at roadside stops and in parking lots. There are a lot of tarantulas around here. But as I drove down that road, weaving around these giant slow-moving arachnid monsters, I suddenly found myself really considering them.


If you’ve never seen a tarantula up close and in person before, you probably imagine that they are just extra-large, extra-terrifying versions of your average house spider. But they really aren’t. They’re kind of a different type of beast entirely. Sure, they are definitely giant hand-sized hairy spiders, so maybe that’s terrifying I guess. But they behave very differently. Instead of skittering about, hiding in corners and fleeing across the room to disappear under another object at the slightest provocation, tarantulas are world-faring adventurers, and they’re as steady as they come. They march their way across the landscape, all eyes on their destination, unerring and unafraid. It’s nearly impossible to scare them into changing pace or direction. As cars swerve around them, they maintain course, walking straight across the road without pause. If you come across a tarantula while out on a hike, you can crouch right next to them to observe closely and they will ignore you completely, continuing about their business with nary a flinch.

That fascinates me. It has to take a lot of courage, completely ignoring all of the vast huge animals in the world in favor of doing whatever it is they’re doing. They don’t devote any time to reacting to something that is outside of their influence, and that doesn’t seem to bother them one bit. They’re fearless and unapologetic, unreactive in the face of inevitable danger, the masters of the “mind your own business” mentality.

It seems that every other wild animal on the planet has some way of interacting with humans. Most run away, some might be curious, and still others learn to ply them for tasty morsels. But I have never seen an animal just completely ignore a human the way tarantulas do. Tarantulas behave as if we don’t exist – not us, not our modified landscapes, not our fantastic inventions. They just walk, carrying on towards wherever it is they’re going with a kind of timeless single-mindedness that says, “I was here before you, and I will be here after you as well”.

I feel we could all learn something from tarantulas.

My spidery musings entertained me all the way down to the border, where the arrow-straight road finally developed some character, slaloming gleefully around hills, down into steep gullies, and back up the other side with little regard for appropriate road grades. No tarantulas here – or if there were, I simply couldn’t see them as my car’s nose was either pointed into the sky or down into a gully most of the time.


I reached the Rio Grande visitor center in short time, where I stopped in to inquire about a trail for an interested geologist. Unfortunately, the couple working there was unable to tell me about the rocks of this area – but they did indicate that there were a lot! Surprising (not).

I opted to start with the Hot Springs/Daniels Ranch trail, as it came highly rated for spectacular views of the Rio Grande, but was also reputed to be a very warm hike in the afternoon. So off I went down towards the trailhead, just past the campground. Now the whole time I’ve been in Big Bend, I’ve seen almost exclusively desert-y landscapes. But down here, I found myself driving through a large stand of giant cottonwood trees, surrounded by very suburban-looking grassy lawns and alive with the sounds of a myriad of birds. It appears that I have finally descended down into the Rio Grande floodplain.

 



I parked Jane beneath a towering cottonwood and took a moment to enjoy its cool shade and the melodic rattling of its leaves, so similar to the sound of the aspens of Colorado. Then, I marched right past the Daniels Ranch – an adobe structure like the rest of the adobe structures I’ve seen around here, just bigger – and up to the base of a steep hill that was the trailhead. Why do all of the trails in this park start with a steep hill??

I slogged my way up, already feeling the midday heat approaching and considering feeling sorry for myself. Fortunately, I am easily distracted from feelings of self-inflicted pity, especially when there’s cool rocks to be seen! And the rocks around here are rocks that I know very well: clearly Cretaceous in age, full of shallow-water fossils that are as familiar to me as the stones beneath my feet at work (incidentally, this is because they are the exact same).

 

Radiolitid rudists! A type of mollusk specific to the Cretaceous period.

I soon reached the first overlook of the trail, which showed me sprawling plains, soaring vistas, and glimpses of the Rio Grande, served up on a platter of prickly pears and Texas sage.

 




It seemed that this trail was going to run along the tops of the hills adjoining the Rio Grande for quite some ways before dipping down at the very end to hit the hot springs – perfect, because that ensures that I get spectacular views for most of the way! I can imagine, too, that staying down in the gorge by the river, although having the benefit of giving you a bit of shade, would be extremely hot in for eight or nine months of the year. I’ll take the shadeless hills with a nice breeze, thank you very much.

The trail was a real treat, alternating between incredible wide-open views of the desert of the Big Bend area – the Chisos Mountains far in the background – and equally incredible views of the folded hills, mountains, and cliffs of Mexico and the border. And all along the pathway I found fossils galore, rudists and oysters and ammonites, all wonderfully preserved.

 











Eventually, it wound its way closer to the river, descending down slowly towards a wide spot between the hills where the river slowed and swelled, taking advantage of the extra room. The Rio Grande runs higher in the month of November – not at its highest, but still significantly more than in summer. And there’s plenty of evidence that it can run very high indeed, sourced from a myriad of seasonal streams from here to the Rockies. One gorge I crossed was heavily eroded, the basal rocks smoothed into channels by thousands – or maybe millions – of years of rapid flooding and runoff. Thick deposits of mud trapped in the flutes spoke to sediment-laden waters running through the area at some point, although deep mud cracks indicated that it had been some time since that had last happened.


 

Butterflies were super into this mud

I approached the Rio Grande and meandered along its banks, the deep sand, lush grasses, and dense stands of cane a stark change from the rocky path I had traversed just prior. Eventually I arrived at the trail’s “destination” – the hot spring!

This hot spring, which pops out very conveniently right on the banks of the Rio Grande, has been a destination for weary travelers – and now tourists and hikers – for well over a hundred years. Long ago, an enterprising local thought to wall it in and make a deep soaking pool. It didn’t take long before the Rio Grande reclaimed it, sweeping the building away and leaving only the foundation behind. That foundation still serves as the main border of the soaking pool, a place to sit and dip your feet. However, depending on the time of year, the foundation can become nearly (or totally) submerged, more or less eliminating the “hot” part of the hot springs. Such was the case when I came to visit.

 


But, that’s okay, because it was a solid 90*F and I had no interest in hot anything at that point. Instead, I trekked a little ways down to a nice ledge right at the edge of the river, and sat and dangled my feet in the swirling waters while I had a sandwich.

 




A very oddly placed stand of palm trees in the distance... unfortunately on the wrong side!

A cool look at the flaggy, booklike exposure of the Boquillas Fm!

My lunch completed and a sufficient amount of relaxing done, I stuffed my cooled feet back into my hot boots and headed back up the trail, seeing all of the cool rocks and scenic vistas in reverse. 






I arrived back at the trailhead midafternoon, and decided that I had time for one last stop.

Jane and I got back on the road and followed it further towards it end, tackling its swooping curves, abrupt drops, and surging ascents with delight. My original intent was to head to Boquillas Canyon for a short walk – but a wrong turn took me off to a spectacular overlook instead.

 



There at the edge of the parking lot, overlooking the river into Mexico, I found a large collection of pottery, embroidery, artwork, and knick-knacks. A bucket in the middle of the assemblage featured a sign that said, “HONOR SYSTEM - PLEASE PUT MONEY HERE”. A peculiar thing to find deep in the depths of a National Park!

 


I looked across the river, and found answers in a trio of canoes pulled up on the other bank. On the Mexican side, only a mile or so away, there is a tiny artisan town called Boquillas. Otherwise isolated from the world, it is reliant on Big Bend visitors – arriving via the Boquillas Port of Entry – for income. Apparently, some enterprising artists from Boquillas had figured that some tourists didn’t have the time, energy, or passports to cross the border to get to town, and thus instead elected to bring their art to us! A creative, and effective, solution, considering that I witnessed a bunch of tourists paying for items while I was there. As for myself, I bought two handcrafted mugs – ten dollars, a steal!

By then, it was late afternoon, so I elected to head back to Terlingua instead of trying to shoehorn in a quick hike of Boquillas Canyon. I know that I’ll be coming back to Big Bend sometime, so I don’t mind leaving just one stone left unturned. And I really wanted to get back to town in time to do some shopping for some new cool art, and of course to put my name in for a seat at the Starlight Theater.

We started back north, Jane’s solid rumble echoing off of the hills and mountains of Big Bend one last time as we headed back to civilization. It’s been an incredible week – one of true rest and relaxation, despite the occasional wind-related setback or extra-strenuous hiking day. It’s certainly been a nice departure from what my trips have become in recent years. Since moving to Texas and acquiring a “real” job, my road trips have covered the same distances but in less time, meaning that I’ve been essentially running through parks and experiences, trying to see as much as possible in the short time I have allotted. There’s only so much you can do when you have to drive a couple thousand miles to your destination and be back home in a few weeks! But I’ve really enjoyed reverting to a more leisurely, thorough exploration of an area. I think I’ll do it this way more often in the future.

We arrived in Terlingua just before dusk, with just enough time to stop in at the local art gallery to buy a few items of interest. While there, the extra-friendly attendant encouraged me to stop by Terlingua’s cemetery, supposedly one of the most-photographed spots in Texas. She was not the first one to tell me to visit the cemetery this trip – not even the third – so I figured maybe I should give it a go. So off Jane and I went, to visit…. graves. Weird.

 



I can’t say that I got more comfortable with the idea once I got there. It seems disrespectful, somehow, to go around taking pictures of peoples’ graves, especially the graves of people that I don’t know. But in Terlingua, they celebrate their dead – not for being dead, of course, but in continued remembrance of the lives they lived, the people they loved. Instead of manicured lawns and straight rows of marble headstones, Terlingua’s graveyard reflects the nature of the town: chaotic, resourceful, simultaneously unapologetically slapdash and reverential.

Although some of the deceased found their way all the way underground, more commonly it seems they remained above ground, with piles of rocks or concrete encasing their coffins. Considering the rocky terrain, I can see why burying someone six feet deep would seem an unattractive – and very difficult – proposal. Graves are scattered about at random, thin twisting treks ducking between them and the creosote bushes. Most are adorned by crosses, ranging from ornate painted iron affairs to simple crossbars nailed together and weathered into the landscape. And there’s a distinctly Mexican flair to the whole thing, with many graves bearing prayer candles, marigolds, and Dia de los Muertos offerings.

 




But in addition to the necessity-based architecture, and the Mexican styling cues, there’s a very unique feel to the graveyard that could only be the imprint of Terlingua’s come-as-you-are culture. There is no “traditional" grave type, no rhyme or reason or organization; but beyond that, many graves reflect the people buried within. Many are stacked with trinkets that are clear references to the person’s life: on one grave, a myriad of chicken statues; at another, a number of flags and Buddha statues; at still another, a massive pile of beer bottles (I’d like to think that that one is friends drinking to their memory, not remembrance of a massive alcoholic). My own favorite – and it’s weird to have a favorite grave, and I mulled over the implications of that quite a bit already, trust me – was a Lord of the Rings-themed one, complete with a Hobbit door and a headstone inscribed in an Elven font.

 



I have to say that this must be the best graveyard I’ve ever visited (not that I’ve been to very many). I far prefer this style to the sterile lawns and soulless marble markers of most modern graveyards – it seems a better way to really remember and celebrate the fallen. And you can tell that the residents of town are truly devoted to the memories of those who came before them: not just by the myriad of Dia de los Muertos offerings, but by the comfortable chairs placed by some graves, by the multitude of written messages, by the little personal trinkets left behind. It’s a comfortable place, the kind of place to retire to at the end of the day, a good spot to have a beer and a conversation with a friend - alive or dead.

So, I guess it's been a pretty good last day in Big Bend. I started with tarantulas, and ended with a graveyard. Such is life sometimes, I suppose. You know, as much as there is a lot to learn from tarantulas, and the way they just keep on living without paying heed to that that they cannot control... there's also a lot to be said about people and the way they imbue everything with meaning and memory. Which, I guess, is why I had so many thoughts about tarantulas and their way of life to begin with. Hmm.

Tomorrow I’ll be leaving, but I know I’ll be back sometime. Until then… well, a comfortable bed in a fancy tipi is calling my name.


One last look at the "ghost town"


Kelly signing out.

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